Last night I heard a fearful sound, it was spears of mortality rattling against the window of my soul. "Time's up" it seemed to say.

I seem to be taking the latest news in my spectacular career rather harder than I should be... be careful what you wish for...indeed.

In the middle of all this destructive energy being levelled at me I am curiously uninvolved. In a replay of an event that happened 4 years ago and ended in dismal hell last night I interviewed my new boss. It was odd. Everyone wants my opinion on him...as if they really give a flying fuck what I think.